I am a 23 yr old female with 2 young children. I started to gather info about the layers of existence about 5 yrs ago. Recently, I went to my local crystal store to get a Golden Topaz, but I was drawn to a beautiful Chevron Amethyst wand. I purchased it and I love it. When Michael Jackson died, I was shocked like the rest of the world, but the past 2 weeks I have been bothered by the fact that he is gone and still completely mis-understood. I have also become VERY sensitive to any wrong or mis-guided human and intentions, and I become physically sick with headaches until I remove myself from the situation. I just need help clarifying these feelings, and how to handle it. By the way, I love the strength of this crystal, but I am not sure I am ready for the power at my age and maturity, it’s a little scary. Thanks!