Borderline Zen Buddhist interests but more free thinking. I believe in Lao Tzu spoke truth. The name that can be names is not the eternal name. Formless is the beginning of heaven and earth. The named is the birth of ten thousand things. Some teacher told me when I was a child that the a great roman thinker warned us about boxing ideas and that it would eventually be our own undoing.
I have no interest for Religious things but can respect it. More self help methodology on how to realize where and what exactly this is and how to help people who seek these same answers. However I have never encountered more truth in my life then when I discovered this free wave of thinking and the closest, if not a bullseye, to what I am craving deeply is Zazen or Zen Buddhism.
I have been meditating lots but I forget about it sometimes for a few days but the world is quick to remind me of its erroniousness assumptions. I live in Canada in a somewhat materialistic world. Not so much as. More optional then required I believe.
I would like to persue the path to spirituality. I would like to learn about the spirit and the body. I want to learn how to help people and I am trying hard here but I am left with too many questions. This topic excites me which triggers more meditation. I am starting to watch my thoughts more and more and I am quickly realizing that, because of my past, I have some hidden skeletons in my closet. So I would like to find a good experienced spiritual teacher who can actively participate in my advancement and answer any questions I might have.
Thank you for your time