I’m 20 years old and grew up in a middle class consumer family. I’ve basically dropped out of school, donated almost all of my personal possessions to charity, and am volunteering at an organic farm in a heavily wooded area so that I can become one with nature and save the world from being destroyed by man. I grew up a Christian, became an atheist in middle school, became a Buddhist in college, and now I practice Zen. I’ve also become more knowledgeable in indigenous cultural beliefs such as animism and shamanism. I’m extremely against the destructive capitalist consumer “culture” and want to help bring it to an end, but there is a problem. So many people have become dependent on the system and are too closed minded to want to change their ways, even if it means the destruction of life on the planet if they don’t. I need to find a way to become one with Nature so that I can teach others how to live in harmony with it, like our ancestors once did. I have stopped driving a car, have cut myself off from my dependence on money, hike for hours on end most of the week, meditate for extended periods of time, practice fasting every so often, and have taken a vision quest on hallucinogenic substances to connect me more with my natural surroundings. What should I do next?