I went for colour therapy and the therapist used coloured oils to massage my body. Before the massage she used energy rods to check the energy from each chakra. My third eye was completely open, the crown and solar plexus were halfway open. The other chakras had energy on the left side but not really on the right. The left is the feminine side and the right is the masculine side. I have a fear of men because I was violated as a kid and bullied all my life. I became so sick after the therapy, my back started hurting and now I’m coughing and my nose is blocked and now is running and my intestines hurt and my tummy is running too. I’m going back in 2 weeks. Will the physical reaction go away and will my chakras be balanced? I want nothing more than to feel like a man on the inside.