Ok, I know this is going to sound crazy, but I would appreciate any help from anyone please!
I have been having bad dreams every night. And it seems that in every dream, I am fighting evil- or I’m being hypnotized and then come to.
For example, maybe a week ago, I had a dream that I was being taken advantage of by a demon- as soon as I realized what was going on, I was fighting it and it went away and I woke up. Then the past few nights I’ve been having weird dreams like every single night. Two nights ago I dreamed I was putting gas in my boyfriends car. I went to add a little more gas to the gas tank then as I did, a flame started on the left side of the opening to the gas tank, not in it, but next to it. I freaked out cause I thought there would soon be an explosion. So I went into the store, I realized it wouldn’t be that safe in there either so everyone had to leave and go far away from the store. As I was leaving I looked back and the gas station was not only floating in the air but it was in flames & there were nun’s and children dancing in the flames almost as if to, not taunt me.. but to try to get me to go back to the flames. And I guess I started walking back, as if I was hypnotized and as I realized I was walking back to the danger I turned around and RAN in the other direction (towards Disney World and everything wonderful).
Then last night, I had a dream that I saw a dark figure in my house, like a demon and I shouted for it to get out, and I was trying to follow it and tell it to leave but I couldn’t go near it or look directly at it (kind of like when you’re trying to run but can’t in your dream). And then I woke up.
Also I have had other dreams where I was a spirit- or just energy and I have the option to stay in that world or like I was floating away or something (its hard to describe). And I always choose to come back to the physical world, I say things like “No, I’m not ready” or “I’m not done here yet” or something like that.
The demon dreams are really bothering me though, it’s happening every night pretty much.
I have also experienced sleep paralysis, and every time that has happened, I’ve seen a demon in the room trying to attack me or trying to get in my body or once someone was lying on top of my back. And I can’t scream or move and I’m trying to so badly, but my eyes are open.
Please read my other questions about my house- there is strange stuff going on & I just want to know what do to, what this means or if I’m crazy.
I don’t do drugs, I’m not taking any medication. I don’t even drink often.
I don’t have a religious leader. I’ve never been very religious. I am spiritual, but not that religious.
Deeply put Gretta…I am constantly confused by christianity.. I was raised to be a christian..but there so many tings that go unanswered.seems no one can explain them to me either..weird I guess. The only peace I hve ever had in my life is talking to God Directly ..not thru christ.