I believe life is never ending it continues in one form or another. Living here may at times be bad but after life could possibly be worse who knows.
Astral travel is possible but ive heard that it can be addictive and that entities can follow you back be save and educate yourself first theres a website www.unicorncove.com that might be helpful
I got a different way to see this, i just want to be free but in this life, i do not want to suicide, i do not want drugs of any kind, i just want to boost my standards, i do not want a boss, i dont want to depend in a schedule, i want to wake up every morning no matter what time is, i just want to live with out rules but no hurting anybody.
Have you ever heard of lucid dreaming? Here’s a link I found recently: http://www.dreamviews.com/
I haven’t checked it out too much, but I have experienced a few lucid dreams. It was amazing to be able to do whatever you ask your mind to have you do. Unfortunately for me I was only able to remain in this state momentarily, but they say with practice you can extend the amount of time you can remain in rem sleep while mentally aware.