AP through meditation is intentional and corrupted by the ‘self’ that rules the mind. It is not of God- Holy Spirit inspired.
Unintentional is being one in Spirit with God. Children of God will one day reunite and we shall be One in Spirit with God.
Seek God and worship Him. Oh, how you Need to ‘Love’ God. A personal relationship with God. And to some are given fruits of the spirit.
I love God, He loved me first.
Why are you seeking what you are seeking? I ask again.