If your intention for each day, or even for the beginning of each day, is to be your Divine self or higher self, or working through the higher consciousness — setting the intention is the key – as the rest will follow….are your intentions positive or negative and do you realize the impact they have?
Check out Adyashanti, Nisargadatta, or Eckhart Tolle. You want to be this divinity. These teachers will point it out to you, and will help you understand what it is, and what it is not. Then they will, in a way, show you how to wake up. I think this will help you alot.