‘Higher Consciousness’ is the best way I can describe it in words, so far. I am of no particular religion except I believe in proof of God or collective consciousness through nature. I have been in touch with this feeling only a handful of times, but it is powerful and life changing, each time is a revelation. For some reason I see a very bright yellow ball of light at the core. I was lying in bed last night thinking about how I could be doing better things with my life, and I started crying. I balled up on my stomach and after the release of my tears I got quite relaxed. And then I had “it”. All the answers are within me, and you. It’s an amazing feeling, that words won’t justify. I don’t feel defensive about those who may not believe me, because there is nothing to believe, it just IS.
Has anyone felt this before? If you have, you KNOW what I am talking about.
If you believe in proof of God or collective consciousness, I’m all ears. So far all you’ve described is overwhelming emotions. The right amount of drinking and I feel the way you described. Well, not the crying part. I don’t drink when I’m depressed.