My worst enemies are those who presume me to be harmless. They cannot imagine how much I resent and disdain them, or just how great a threat they would face if I could get at them. Everything in their behavior speaks of insult and presumptuousness, and for now it is all I can do to make constructive use of my anger toward them. At this time, I just make a list of them and keep a watch on. Some day, with the help of time, space, and circumstance, I will be able to humiliate them properly – not in a manner they would enjoy, but in a style calculated to make them wish that they had never been born.
Anton Szandor LaVey
Autumn, if you think this is the way a normal person thinks, then you are in a bad way yourself.
This is a person who holds grudges forever and hates human beings in general. He wants to hurt people who don’t see him as a threat. He has a superiority complex. His aim is to hurt and only to hurt. He is dangerous and creepy. Keeping your enemies closer has nothing to do with vindictiveness as a lifestyle and the only thing one lives for. It has to do with watching them, not wanting to get vengeance so much that it is an obsession.
lyn, thank you.