I have been interested in magic for a very long time and I want to learn. I have tried millions of sources but none work. I would like someone serious that can answer my questions truthfully and that can teach me over the internet, e-mail, or IM. I would really like it to be free because I am tired of losing money on false. I have heard of book of shadows and other things but can someone answer my questions and teach me and help me and so forth.