When I was a kid I have been told that it is an abomination by God to practice scorcery, medium, and sooth sayer. But I knew I had a gift since I was a child. Experiencing spirits, premonitions, and sleep paralysis. Not to mention I am usually the person of choice close ones come to talk to when they need advice if they want to hear the truth. I don’t know how to use this gift and I know I need to protect myself but how do I? I am scared to go deep into my mind to meditate, and because of sleep paralysis I don’t like to sleep in the dark. Can anyone offer some advice to me?