I have respect for all religions and spiritual beliefs, but I don’t need people telling me that I have an evil energy in my body. I’d just like some advice from people who know what I am talking about.
About 9 months ago I did 3 hits of LSD which I believe led me to a premature Kundalini activation. For the first 4 months I was convinced I was dying. I had severe anxiety and fears of dying, fears of the planet getting destroyed, and I was convinced I was losing my mind. My body vibrates constantly. I have uncontrollable body movements, especially when I am trying to rest or sleep. Sometimes my tongue twitches or feels as if it is being pushed down by some force. I have outer body experiences and most of the day I feel as if I am not even in my body. I have always been able to feel the energy and feelings of others, but since I think the Kundalini has activated it has been ten times more intense. Sometimes I feel as if the weight of the worlds sorrow is on my shoulders. It’s hard to think or even concentrate, my mind often feels blank. I live in San Francisco and I am not aware of any Gurus or spiritual teachers being down here. I am basically wondering what should I be doing at this point? Thanks for any advice or help.