I am a male boy who is undergoing self spiritual awarenes and wakening by using various techniques such as meditation, psychology, lucid dreaming, astral travel, various energy work etc. Etc. This has been happening for nearly 4 years and I’m becoming aware of the 2012 humanity ascension and soul shift (if it exists) I feel as if something has gone wrong somewhere along the line… Something I can’t put my finger on and I think the soul shift process has gone wrong is this possible? My heart chakra is very unstable and I know were battling ourselves for redemption, but can demons, deities, spirits whatever hide in our chakras or corrupt them?

I had a dream a few years ago that has been on my mind since. Im walking up flights of stairs in a house, and I see a door slightly ajar, I can see someone through it. And really distresses me so I walk in and this person is smiling at me. I ask it “what are you doing here? You shouldn’t be” at this point I’m terrified and try to punch them my emotion of negativity behind the action has no effect on this malevolent being. I turn and run for the door where I entered, however paralysis spontaneously drains me. Now I’m screwed cus while I’m lying there staring out of the doorway hopelessly i can see the person in my peripheral vision fly towards me, very fast! In in a streaky ghostly fashion. It is then face to face with me, I rise up to my knees maybe even off the floor watching what it does next.. His/it’s mouth opens wide like a snake. And I swear to the good lord it feels like my soul, everything that makes me who and what I am is being sucked out of my chest so vivid is my memory to this day! As this process progresses the fear intensifies. And just at moment of breaking point I lift my arms up and the dream ends.. I awake to myself with my arms outstretched as if trying to battle what was happening in my dream, tears down my face, heavy breathing and a pile of crap in my pants. (metaphor)

Strangely enough maybe because I was so frightened I have never been able to recall what the apparition looked like. Just a grey humanoid figure.
Any theories or ideas much appreciated. Thanx

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  • “This has been happening for nearly 4 years and I’m becoming aware of the 2012 humanity ascension and soul shift (if it exists)”

    You contradict yourself.

    12-21-2012 will surely be a day of true awakening for the idiots who cling onto such BS believes.

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    If there is a demon or an evil spirit in your house,you could exorcise it.It is your choice.Most people make a deal with the devil and then complain about it. You are the one who opened the door to that entity.The entity will not stay in your house, without your permission.Surround yourself with loving vibrations and loving people[if you can find any]This would strengthen your heart.

  • Actually, Russian scientist predicted that humans will evolve sometime during the circa of 2013.

    Programing The Brow Chakra

    Just in between and slightly above your eyebrows is an organic valve or energy center also known as the “brow chakra.” This brow chakra is the seat of your ability to use logic (you can use logic to gain full consciousness within your dream), perception (which is your ability to use insight and also to understand things without the conscious use of logic), and also psychic power, such as clairvoyance, precognition, telepathy, etc.

    1.) The Daytime Meditation Technique:
    Go and find a comfortable place to sit down and relax. Close your eyes and visualize your thalamus gland inside your brain. Now visualize your thalamus gland glowing very brightly with bioelectric energy. Now see in your imagination a white mental cinema scree/huge white movie screen. Fire your mental laser from your thalamus gland into the upper left hand corner of the mental cinema screen and begin moving your thalamus laser clockwise, slowly. You are now moving your mental laser clockwise from the upper left hand corner of the mental cinema screen and following your mental laser is a wavering blue flame. Continue doing this until your entire mental cinema screen is completely filled with a blue flame. For a little while, visualize this blue flame mental cinema screen. Then visualize the blue flames disappearing and now you simple have a blue cinema screen in front of you. Now see an image of yourself on this mental cinema screen and try to visualize your brow chakra. The color of this brow chakra can be indigo (bluish black) or amethyst purple. Fire your powerful mental laser into your brow chakra with the “intention” of programing it to give you fully conscious lucid dreams and also, flawless logic & perception. Or perhaps you can even program it to also give you psychic powers. Continue with this mental exercise for about 30 minutes. You must do this mental exercise every single day for about one year or eighteen months until your brow chakra is permanently awakened. You may go to http://www.wikkipedia.com and see more about the thalamus gland.

    If the above technique doesn’t really appeal to you, then try the below technique.

    2.) Nighttime Mediation Technique: When you lie down to go to sleep, begin to visualize your brow chakra, only this time, see your brow chakra glowing very brightly with energy. I prefer to visualize my brow chakra glowing very brightly with deep amethyst purple. Okay, while you’re visualizing this, begin repeating an affirmation like this one, “I WILL NOW HAVE A LONG LASTING, FULLY CONSCIOUS & BLISSFUL OOB LUCID DREAM.” You must repeat this affirmation 100x while doing the visualizing your chakra glowing. Your chakra doesn’t necessarily have to be a purple color, it can be a very bright white glowing color if you like. After about two weeks of repeating the above affirmation, you’ll be able to repeat it without even thinking. After one month of repeating this affirmation, you’ll notice how your dreams will become more and more lucid. Within seven months, you might even master lucid dreaming by then.

    In the above affirmation I used the term OOB which means Out Of Body.

    I myself prefer to use both of the above techniques.

    3.) It might also be a good idea to keep and maintain a dream journal. When you wake up from your dream make sure that you write down with as much grueling detail as possible what you saw in your dreams. This will help entrain you to remember your dreams.

    4.) The Nova Dreamer Mask: This breakthrough in lucid dream technology might help you out if you disagree with the above mediational techniques. http://lucidity.com/novadreamer.html

    You might also want to check out this truly awesome website to learn about what sort of fantastic things can be achieved through lucid dreaming. http://faqs.org/faqs/dreams-faq/lucid-dreaming-faq/

    Make sure that you read 2.21 in the above link at Lars Lucid Dream Faq, okay? You’ll love it!

    Did you know that if you master lucid dreaming well enough, that you can freeze time in your dream and stay there for long periods of time? You can even use lucid dreaming as a doorway into remote viewing or astral projection.

    Its very important that you never use mind altering drugs including marijuana. Don’t drink alcoholic beverages. Don’t use any kind of pharmaceutical tranquilizers or antidepressants while you’re doing this meditational work or you will fail. If you use tobacco, then it would be advisable to stop smoking because the nicotine will hinder your ability to use your thalamus laser. These are things that I know from actual experience.

    Very highly recommended books:

    1.) Adventures Beyond The Body, by William Buhlman

    2.) The Secret Of The Soul, by William Buhlman

    3.) Remote Viewing, by Tim Rifat

    4.) Energy Medicine, by Donna Eden

  • The bible teaches that the world is controled by non-terrestrial beings (Eph. 2:2, 2 Cor. 4:4) commonly refered to as demons, satans or devils which are actually fallen angels or sons of God. The secret that is repressed by popular culture is that the disciples of Jesus have been given authority and power over these serpentine beings (Luke 10:19) by the Throne on High and that is the mission of all believers is to establish God’s Kingdom here on earth (Mat. 6:10). Truthfully, the Christian life should not be a humdrum existence of boring church and stale prayers but a partaking of an epic battle between Good and Evil (Ephesians 6:12) much like Star Wars or other sagas because Jesus said that the signs of true believers will be devils being cast out, and these non-terrestrial serpents being handled with force (Mark 16:17).

    Personally I know what you are talking about and have battled against these beings in the body and outside of the body and have overcome them by the power of the blood of Jesus and by the authority in his name. The angels both fallen and good are highly advanced beings with access to technology and substances that are not earthly. They can take physical form, or spiritual form (invisible). We are surrounded by them on a daily basis (Heb. 12:1). The evil ones are stubborn and cannot be persuaded to do anything, be careful (see sons of Sceva Acts 19:14-16).

    “The gates of hell shall not prevail” Matthew 16:18

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