i mean i frequently visualize random stuff that I look at. For example if i”m looking at a toy/figurine/statue/sculpture/game-characters or any object the is in a still position I then instantly imagine that it is moving with some backgrounds… like if i look at a fish toy, I’d instantly see it in a bowl or in the ocean… some more examples… if i play a computer game whether it’s a strategy or role-play, I then think about it before i go to sleep and work my mind at how to create my own game…and currently right before I go asleep where my eyes are close, I then concentrate on visualizing my console or PC controller like how many are the buttons/joysticks and etc… when im imagining this things before i go asleep I forget the stuff around me and just focus on what it is that im imagining then BANG! my mind shutdown or asleep.
back then when i was in high-school, i never put an alarm gadget near me as I know that i’m going to wake up the time that I think to wake up… so for example: I want to wake up at 6am, so what I did is just concentrate on waking up at 6am, and this is done while my eyes are close and in a sleeping position in the bed and after minutes BANG! my mind shutdown or went asleep. At the time I wake up, it’s 6AM! and specifically the “seconds” arrow is about to tick 5 seconds before/after 6AM. and what’s more interesting in my opinion is I suddenly feel energetic waking up and not weak(or wanting to go to sleep again).
for the experience in meditating while lying in bed..
My experience is that when i close my eyes and meditate, i tend to imagine gross/happy/weird stuff…it’s either an old lady-ghost watching me OR a cartoon character that randomly dances in my mind. But i keep “telling” my to forget about this stuff by saying IN my Mind “Piss Off or Get out of my mind” and sometimes it works and sometimes it wont. If it wont work though, I will just stop thinking and SEE what I CAN see while my eyes are close. What I can see though are purple/green/violet thick-cloud/thick-smoke look-alike stuff. It will change color if put my pillow over my face so that it will be more dark and no sunlight-reaction if you know what i mean.
So anyways, my question is… How to meditate/concentrate if I’m an imaginative person?
Do i just leave them be or should I do something?… please reply!~~
I’m asking this question so that I can meditate deeply for spiritual awakening OR to concentrate deeply unto an OBJECT to do Telekinesis…
If u can help me out, I would appreciate it… so thanks in advance!~~
btw I also wna learn telepathy…but that’s another story
so again, my question is… How to meditate/concentrate if I’m an imaginative person?
Meditation for the purpose of training my mind to be BLANK! the problem is i'm an imaginative person, read mo?