i dreamed that i was at an ashram, and there were several statues of Buddha there, along w/several ppl praying and meditating. up until i begin doing so, i feel anxious and afraid. i settle at a statue that has a small zen garden and waterfall in front of it. i see a card there, w/meditations written on it. i begin to meditate, and i feel better. Suddenly, my mom is there, and she is eating something that i can’t readily identify. then, coming through the temple is an ox-drawn cart w/a man leading the ox, which is a rather skinny creature. several ppl come off of the cart, but the most noticible is someone i’m told is a local lama, who is meeting w/local important ppl in the village in a private meeting. Suddenly, i’m no longer in the temple, but i’m driving down a road flooded w/water, and i’m having to swerve to miss ppl in the road, and i’m not always successful. whenever i hit someone, and can’t stop, i start to cry uncontrollably. what does this dream mean?