I have always had a naturally strong INFP personality (very artsy, creative, sensitive) my whole life, yet I have also gained a strong scientific/intellectual side to myself over the last 15 years. The problem with this in my life is that my INFP personality needs to be soothed with some sort of spiritual balance or awakening, yet my beliefs from all that I have learned from education/ science/ rationality all prevent me from being able to actually subscribe to any deity or sense of spirituality. Its as though my brain is pitted against itself…..or to put it better…..its as though my brain was designed to crave a particular fuel that in actuality it can’t run off of. Does anyone else face this dilemma? Is there any advice people going through a similar battle can give me so that I can find balance in this paradoxical situation?