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I Feel Like There's Something Wrong?

Well, listen to this. I think I’m getting stuff I don’t deserve. Here’s why:
Okay, today I was at school and I accidentally slammed my locker on someones fingers. She has the locker below me and she grabbed on to the bottom of my locker to help herself up. I didn’t see her fingers there, and I accidentally slammed my locker on her fingers. I felt terrible. I mean REALLY REALLY bad. This person is one of my enemies, and I don’t like her very much at all. She’s also made it very clear she hates me, even before this. But I hate it when I hurt people, I can’t stand it. I feel like such I terrible person. I always feel like a terrible person, but when stuff like this happens I feel so much worse. Also I’m not doing very well with my schoolwork, and I’m an arrogant little punk. I don’t care if it was an accident, I still hurt her.
Also, my birthday is coming up soon. And I got a 150 dollar check for my birthday. How wrong is that?? I break someones fingers and I get 150 dollars!! I suck. A lot. In class I’m completely invisible.. No one talks to me. I act strange sometimes, but even when I act normal I’m completely ignored or rejected.
I have friends, but they are beggining to turn on me. There has to be something wrong with me. I must be doing something wrong. A terrible person does not deserve 150 dollars.
I feel lost, I feel like my life is spinning by and theres nothing I can do to stop it. I’m spinning out of control. I’m losing all of my motivation, I have no idea what to do. I’m not a strong believer in karma, but this still seems wrong…
-Megan

4 COMMENTS

  1. Woe trigger; Megan slow down ,take a deep breath, focus.First off the $150.00 not a problem. second, accidents happen get past it. as for the rest keep being who you are people will come and go in your life don’t sweat it stay focused on your education that will get you farther than a room full of friends I know i’ve been where your at and I survived and now I have a couple good Friends as we say our Circle is tight but loyal .

  2. i feel like that every day.
    you’re not doing anything wrong!
    i had friends and this is gonna sound pretty
    stupid but they turned on me so now i’m pretty much a loner.
    there’s nothing really wrong with me… well, that’s not true but there’s nothing wrong with YOU!! as long as you’re nice and friendly (to your friends i mean obviously not your enemies) then there’s something wrong with them for turning on you.
    about the last paragraph,
    that is exactly how i feel alot of the time.
    no motivation whatsoever.
    i even forget to get mad.
    which yeah, i’ll admit is weird.
    and i don’t really know what to say about that part cuz
    i’m still trying to find a solution myself…
    anyway i hoped i helped. this was a pretty stupid answer..
    but you get the jist of it.

  3. well people tend to asses they reject a lot of people for a lot of reasons. You should just try your best in school ( and no i don’t mean that like everyone else does i really mean try your best). Your parents might flip out if you fail but if you are failing a class that you tried hard in maybe you should take easier classes. And karma happens for a reason (maybe your enemy was talking behind your back and karma let you accidentally slam her fingers in the locker). Hey accidents happen.

  4. Dear Ninaboo, What are you talking please ??? Nothing is wrong with you please. Do you know how sweet are you ? You are more sweet then every sweet dish, you are more sweet then Sugar candy, you are more sweet then honey. Do you know dear Ninaboo what are your favourite bands ??? No body know, I will tell to every body that how sweet bands do you have!!! Your favorite bands are MCR, Sublime, The Killers, The Ting Tings, Nine Inch Nails, Mindless Self Indulgence, Feist, System of A Down, Paramore, Does It Offend You, Yeah?, Katy Perry, Weezer, Lily Allen, Atmosphere, Amy Whinehouse, Rise Against, All Time Low, M.I.A, Acceptance, Ludo, Evanescence, The Used, Vampire Weekend, the list could go on forever & Do you know what do you Like, You like to help people and you love to give answer question, so . Niaboo please don’t think like this in feature. You are really really The diamond of the world, single star in the sky, Good Angel, Reality is that you are miss world.
    Now lesion please, Every time not remained same, You just control on your mind and don’t care to any person in your class. They all will come under your foots. If you will think that No one talks to you then you will lose your temper. You just care your home work, school work & remembered that if you are invisible in class then you are the lucky person. What’s profit to make Visible, Someone mischief students liked to remain Visible. Reality is that there is nothing any friend in whole the world.
    “Since there is nothing so well worth having as friends, never lose a chance to make them.”
    “A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked.”
    “Your friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you.”
    Today I checked your best answered average, I will teach you how to make it best ??? how can you give right answer of every question ??? I am not telling you that I am perfect but reality is that practice makes a man perfect. You may also ask me about your school work.
    Your happy birthday is close please. Many many happy returns of the day ‘happy birthday to you’ in advance please. Will you give me partyyyyyyyyy ???
    “Nothing Wrong With You”
    It’s a slow parade
    Down a dusty road
    We’ve learned to take abuse
    From devils we don’t know
    People who have lost all heart
    Look for someone else to blame
    You just keep on walking
    When they call you a dirty name
    All the mud in this town
    All the dirt in this world
    None of it sticks on you
    (You shake it off)
    Cause you’re better than that
    And you don’t need it
    There’s nothing wrong with you
    The moment that we dread
    It comes all too soon
    Voices in your head
    Still carry on the tune
    Let the sound come in
    From the world outside
    You just keep on singing
    When they tell you filthy lies
    All the mud in this town
    All the dirt in this world
    None of it sticks on you
    (You shake it off)
    Cause you’re better than that
    And you don’t need it
    There’s nothing wrong with you
    Remember how it made you hurt
    Even as you fight to go on
    Turn it into something else
    Turn it into something else
    All the mud in this town
    All the dirt in this world
    None of it sticks on you
    (You shake it off)
    Cause you’re better than that
    And you don’t need it
    No, you don’t believe it
    All the mud in this town
    All the dirt in this world
    None of it sticks on you
    (You shake it off)
    Cause you’re better than that
    And you don’t need it
    There’s nothing wrong with you
    There’s nothing wrong with you
    No
    I walk along with you
    There’s nothing wrong with you
    There’s nothing wrong with you

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