I’ve been working on raising and activating my Kundalini ..It’s been almost a month since I’m meditating and have felt some progress .I can deal with the mood swings the highs/ lows and the bliss/depression -mostly because I’ve been the sort of person who is in his head a lot and is used to coping with it thusly.
I’m gay but not openly so but recently my sexuality started coming up a lot more (surely but gradually) on a social level and now by some rather strange higher engineering it has come out openly , totally and suddenly. I think *Everyone* is responding more to me somehow someway (I cant really pinpoint this feeling but I do feel it) could this be paranoia or fear or heightened senses?.
I live in a dormitory in a small everyone-knows-everyone campus and am undergoing ongoing harrassment (obscenities being shouted at , rude gestures , sniggering , friends and other people being rude and cutting me off).
Does the kundalini energy affect your life in other ways (social settings/friendships/relationships) – things other than those things happening just inside your body?.
I understand that Kundalini escalates fear/anxiety states but is what’s happening to me entirely by non-kundalini related reasons or are other people reacting to my kundalini engeries? I could deal with all the mental difficulties but this is an extremely hurtful social problem. I’m at a total confused loss here and can’t exactly understand how to go about this. I don’t want to start cutting classes but right now even going out for groceries is hard.(I’m taking this up with management if in case physical violence breaks out).
Any help at all would be highly appreciated.
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