OK. so I’ve had my ritual and have a Book of Shadows. I’ve got my true name. And I’m trying to find my animal guide. Those are all checked off! but… I would like to not only be wiccan but be a white witch. How should i start? I’ve tried meditating but it won’t work! I can’t start… And all the spells o the computer don’t work. And believe me I believe! Please give me tips on scrying… And how do i make my own spells?