I had a spiritual experience once when I completely let my ego go and it was very positive but … it’s now just a faded memory. The experience was one of Unconditional Love with absolutely no judgement and no concepts of hell, sin, guilt. It was so real and it was so close but so foreign (it was so close as to be a part of Me but not the small/ego ‘me’) — I felt completely not alone. And yet, despite that, I’ve gone back to my old patterns of thought and haven’t integrated it into my life. Any similar experiences?