your faith must lay with one and one only. u cant say u half believe in God. plus seeing does not constitute believing. that is where faith comes from. u need to believe in something that u cannot fully grasp and see in front of u.
You are not doing nothing wrong! If you believe in God you know that God is infinite. The is everything ! The rock, the water, the air !
Keep you faith in God and know that he is everything ! The good and the Bad…..