lol, I know this sounds crazy. I just saw a documentary about demons and exorcism on the History channel and I’m curious about this.
When I was 11 years old, I got into the occult. I used to really be into witchcraft and practiced believes of wicca and paganism. But at the time, I didn’t know much about it. I did, but I never cast circles or protected myself. But I never worked with magick to do evil or wrong to others. I practiced Wicca for years, from age 11-18.
When I turned 18, I stopped practicing. I decided I’m just agnostic and my beliefs are no longer the same. So I just stopped. I think the day I gave it up was the day my life fell apart.
I used to be really happy and full of energy when I was a teenager. I was never insecure and I was pretty confident in myself. But as soon as I stopped practicing, I became someone else. I started to get really depressed and scared of people. I became kinda insecure and wasn’t able to express myself like I used to. Suddenly it was like I had no personality. I was on autopilot and in a very dark place. I am 26 years old now and this problem is getting worse. Especially within the past few years. I haven’t had a friend since I was 17. I haven’t had a boyfriend since I was 17 and I’m attractive in the traditional sense. I lost all hope and it feels like something is controlling my body. I’m not growling like a demon or anything and I don’t get violent with people. I tried taking all sorts of anti-depressants and anxiety pills but nothing has worked. I’ve surprised a lot of psychiatrists. Within the past 2 years, I’ve gotten really bad. I’ve done a lot of bad stuff to hurt myself. I don’t want to get into that. But I’ve done stuff that I felt like something was controlling my body and made me do stuff I don’t want to do to hurt myself. I can’t keep a job because I can’t handle people. Now I’m at the point where I won’t leave my house and I’m contemplating suicide. I never considered suicide before and I don’t want to die at all. But I feel like someday I’ll kill myself without realizing it. Like it’s not me. I’ve seen a psychic (even though I was skeptical) and she told me that I died. I wasn’t sure what she meant and she said a demon is taking over my body and I need to find an exorcist before it’s too late. She told me I only have a few more years left and I need to hurry before it’s too late. She then asked me to leave her store asap and didn’t make me pay. This was about a week ago and I don’t know what that meant. I was skeptic but it was just really weird. I also have been gaining weight uncontrollably. I’ve always been really skinny and had a good body. But in the past year, I’ve gained 70 lbs. I don’t know why because I don’t eat. I hate food all of a sudden. I don’t enjoy the taste of any food at all. This is when I started gaining weight but I only eat about 600 calories a day. When I look in the mirror I don’t recognize myself. I tried going to a church and as soon as I got to the door, I had a seizure and passed out on the ground. The seizure was pretty minor and I don’t remember it happening. I just remember feeling really hot and my vision got blurry. Then I woke up on the cement with a gash on my head and my face was pretty banged up. What’s weird is the wounds healed really fast. Within 2 days everything healed. I thought I was gonna need stitches. But I don’t normally heal quickly. I always get weird bruises on my legs that look like finger prints. But nobody touches me. Like I said, I don’t leave my house. But these bruises are everywhere on my legs for the past few years. I don’t even talk to my family. I randomly decided to kick them out of my life even though I love them. I refuse to see them.
I know this is weird so please no rude responses. I’m only half serious and I don’t believe in this stuff fully. But the psychic really screwed with my head. lol. I’m probably just severely depressed, right? If so, why won’t any medication work for me? This is pissing me off. Anyway, I just wanted to share my story. Respond if you want but please no rude comments.
Wtf? Just to clarify I did not write this. I was reading this from another post. Not something I wrote. I’m kinda depressed I guess but I’m seeing someone and I have friends. I’m close to my family. Haha. I don’t know what happened but somehow I copied and pasted it and re-posted it? I can’t explain what happened. Maybe my “demon” posted this. Haha, jk.
Answer by Marovingian
Demons don’t exist. You’re just psycho.