I already asked this question in dream interpretation, but it seems no one has any clue. then I began reading about succubus and incubus beings and found interest. What do you guys think?
I will tell you about a couple of recent dreams that have really shaken me up. You don’t have to be spiritual or religious, but just tell me what the hell they mean! I’ve been so scared to go back to sleep because of this reappearing man…
I have sleep paralysis- a lot…since I was a kid. It means I can’t move but I am concious..like my mind wakes up but my body is still sleeping. It varies a lot, sometimes I hear noises, people talking, footsteps and can’t move, other times I have felt someone shaking me or felt myself lifting from the bed, but those really scary kind come once in a blue moon. However, these recent dreams feel real and are horrible.
There was this presence on top of me, holding me down and I just closed my eyes. I was awake in my living room like I could see the TV playing Charlies Angel’s still so I knew i was concious, but I couldn’t move and I could feel someone on top of me. I started crying and praying in my mind for myself to wake up, and I could feel someone trying to rape me. When I opened my eyes, a vortex appeared and a scary man’s face came up. He had golden eyes and blonde hair and he was laughing at me. (at the same time i was being pushed into the couch and I could feel “his area” coming into mine)
Then, soon after another night I had a similar dream. This time I was in bed, my lights were on and I was sleeping with my sister. Well when I woke up this time in sleep paralysis mode, the man was sitting next to me. I could feel other people in the room and couldn’t hear anything but I could see him sitting up beside me and laughing. He was pulling my arms and moving me around and it seemed like he was showing me off to whoever else was in the room. He kept laughing. I just stared at him and tried to talk or scream but I couldn’t do anything! It was horrible! This time his golden eyes were replaced with red ones and he looked so evil.
I hadn’t seen him in a while after that, but those dreams still haunt me and I still want to know what they mean. Can anyone try and help? Any theories are welcome, I will seriously consider them all. I just felt so helpless and vulnerable and it felt so real, even when I try to convince myself they were just dreams. Help!