I feel not here. I think I died in my last sleep. I have extra sensory perceptions happening and visitations aural visual and sensory. Lots of voices. Extreme sadness outbursts of laughter. Intense anxieties. I dont feel like the me I know well. Everything is very weird. Everywhere is plain white. And silent. AM I DEAD ??? How do I tell a doctor I have felt and experienced feeling DEAD ? Its no use going to a doctor if youre dead . Is schizophrenia feeling dead ? Krysoprase is nice ! I wish I was feeling real. Are you all my angels. ?