First, I don’t think there is any proof for the existence of kundalini itself. Second, in order to master kundalini one must practice sexual continence (tantra yoga) which pretty much means orgasm without ejaculation. My ex practiced sexual continence for about 10 years and he ended up with terrible testicular pain. The moral is, if you are going to practice any of this, you’d better have a proven teacher (guru) because you could be heading in the completely opposite direction. Bottom line, if I were you I’d continue my happy times with the porn because awaken kundalini that is not directed correct can have devastating effects.
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First, I don’t think there is any proof for the existence of kundalini itself. Second, in order to master kundalini one must practice sexual continence (tantra yoga) which pretty much means orgasm without ejaculation. My ex practiced sexual continence for about 10 years and he ended up with terrible testicular pain.
The moral is, if you are going to practice any of this, you’d better have a proven teacher (guru) because you could be heading in the completely opposite direction.
Bottom line, if I were you I’d continue my happy times with the porn because awaken kundalini that is not directed correct can have devastating effects.