It’s very hard to describe, I don’t know how to get rid of it. I always sense an evil being close to me or living in my home. Sometimes
I get sleep paralysis and there’s this heart wrenching figure or voice or face nearby.
My family used to be loving and friendly, now everyone’s aggressive, hateful etc.
Whatever it is I don’t like it. It’s making me think evil things and enjoy watching people getting hurt. I don’t want this it all. But this is only when I am at my home. I am a secretary to the Poverty aid foundation at a university.
How can I get rid of it? Do I need to get a priest to perform an exorcism?
I think it is in my house because outside my home I don’t have these feelings.
It’s very hard to describe, yet very real. I don’t think my house is haunted because it’s relatively new and I don’t think my land was built on burial grounds etc. (I live in Australia).
I have never done drugs, i drink alcohol probably a few times a year but seldom.
If I call upon a priest I feel embarresed, if I perform the exorcism myself it might bring upon demons and other things.