It’s very hard to describe, I don’t know how to get rid of it. I always sense an evil being close to me or living in my home. Sometimes

I get sleep paralysis and there’s this heart wrenching figure or voice or face nearby.

My family used to be loving and friendly, now everyone’s aggressive, hateful etc.

Whatever it is I don’t like it. It’s making me think evil things and enjoy watching people getting hurt. I don’t want this it all. But this is only when I am at my home. I am a secretary to the Poverty aid foundation at a university.

How can I get rid of it? Do I need to get a priest to perform an exorcism?

I think it is in my house because outside my home I don’t have these feelings.

It’s very hard to describe, yet very real. I don’t think my house is haunted because it’s relatively new and I don’t think my land was built on burial grounds etc. (I live in Australia).

I have never done drugs, i drink alcohol probably a few times a year but seldom.

If I call upon a priest I feel embarresed, if I perform the exorcism myself it might bring upon demons and other things.

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  • I feel the same thing. Anger + hate. I dont show it in front of people. But it feels good to scream…a RELEASE of stress I guess. But my story is different. I asked for power and control. I had so much anger but controlled it. I am starting to hate people and wishing them to explode. I grew up in church but something is growing in me. I feel it. I feel the need to scream it feels good but i am screaming in tounges and it feels like i am relieved. I talk to my family which is close but now i feel like who cares. Can I just be happy or is power is happiness.

    • Same here I feel like something evil is around me and some times inside I think of killing people and. Destroying stuff and in my dreams guys in black hoods cost me

  • I feel the same way too,im always fearful of this troublemaking presence…and i feel it all the time, in my home out shopping, watever… i feel like i dont fit in anywhere…ever. Sometimes i feel so upset by it that i feel suicidal.
    I dont have any children, just a dog and a boyfriend (and i feel this spirit is impacting on the relationship, because i cant find myself anymore)
    I recently quit my job because pepole where bulling me and picked up on my emotional state.
    im not close with my family and have only one true friend, but i feel so bad about myself, because of this bad entity/s i feel like ive lost my true self. i get paralysed frequently and loose all thoughts… i often feel like my thoughts are contoled.
    it makes me feel really frustrated and bad about myself. Because i know its not who i really am.
    I dont take drugs, and drink rarely.
    How can i loose this bad spirit/s for good?

  • I feel the same way too,im always fearful of this troublemaking presence…and i feel it all the time, in my home out shopping, watever… i feel like i dont fit in anywhere…ever. Sometimes i feel so upset by it that i feel suicidal.
    I dont have any children, just a dog and a boyfriend (and i feel this spirit is impacting on the relationship, because i cant find myself anymore)
    I recently quit my job because pepole where bulling me and picked up on my emotional state.
    im not close with my family and have only one true friend, but i feel so bad about myself, because of this bad entity/s i feel like ive lost my true self. i get paralysed frequently and loose all thoughts…it makes me feel really frustrated and bad about myself. Because i know its not who i really am.
    How can i loose this bad spirit/s for good?

  • Hello my name is christi i KNOW WHAT YOUR FEELING I FEEL THE SAME WAY DONT LIKE THE FEELING WHEN WALKING INTO MY HOME I FELT AN EVIL PRESENCE NEXT TO ME ON MY COUCH MY CHILDREN I FEEL ARE AFFECTED BY THIS PRESENCE IN THERE BEHAVIOR BUT I KNOW SOMETHING EVIL IS HERE AND AROUND ALL OF US IM SCARED ALWAYS.

  • Hi I need help. I feel like a different person over the last few years. I feel that something is so close to making contact with me . It’s a bad feeling and also constant. Morning noon and night. Used to be very confident . Fit and social person but got bad news about 5years ago and from then all them qualities have gone. I feel that something has a grip on me . I lost my faith when I got the bad news and turned away from god completely . Might say I’m depressed but I’m sure it’s something more. Currently in bed with bad back again, with a black eye when I did to myself from a freak accident which defies all logic. Which I couldn’t do if I tried a million times over. The other thing I keep feeling and imagining a good spirit or something like that has put a tall iron gate between myself and this bad spirit so that it can’t get any closer but I know it’s at this gate waiting to open. Really weird I know and to let you know I’m not into all this stuff at all. Just want to get back to normal. Am I going mad or can anyone have advice or help

  • What you are experiencing is very real. I have experienced sleep paralysis and have felt things pushing me down. I understand.

    It sounds like there are demons in your home. What you are describing is an exact description of a demonic presence.

    This is the thing. Let’s say that the demon was exorcised and left. It can come right back. The only way to be rid of this is to commit your life to Jesus Christ. I know you are getting different advice from people, but I’m telling you the truth.

    1) Understand what the gospel is
    http://walk-in-light.com/2009/05/26/the-heart-of-the-gospel/

    http://walk-in-light.com/2009/05/27/the-path-of-salvation-from-the-book-of-romans/

    2) Examine yourself—Are you saved?
    http://walk-in-light.com/2009/05/28/examine-yourself/

    3) Start reading the bible every day.
    http://walk-in-light.com/2009/06/14/daily-bible-reading-plans/

    4) Demons can’t possess a christian
    http://www.gty.org/Resources/Questions

    5)How to deal with spiritual warfare
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pvco1aspqI0

    6) Jeff Harshburger Delivered from Demons
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DnqdIu0euxA

  • My guess is that this is just an “angry demon.” Pretty harmless, they just make people angry, irritable, etc. There are 2 types of people that demons classify us as: Targets, and Victims. Victims, are non-believers, so they are the victim of horrendous torture, emotionally, physically (aches, pains), spiritually. Targets are believers, Demons target you to try and “take you out”. Which seems to be happening. Just rebuke/exorcise it.

    There is a misnomer about exorcisms. You don’t need a priest, and if you do it right you won’t “summon demons.” Its extremely hard to do it WRONG. And there is only 1 requirement, to have Christ in your heart.

    Are you familiar with the passage with Jesus, and the epileptic? The guy was having a seizure (a demonic one, like in the movies, but less facial disfiguring). Jesus said: Stop, Come out of him; and the demon was gone. It really is that simple. But whilst doing this you must remember that YOU don’t have the power to do it. The holy spirit INSIDE you does. So its more of an invoking rather than a straight command.

    So I don’t do it wrong, i first pray in my mind to God to give me the power to do what i have to do, THEN i go with the “exorcism.” This, though also is called rebuking, which is temporary since you are not Jesus. If you want it gone for good, then ask god before, during, or after. to prevent it from coming back.

    Remember this: Satan does not want you dead he wants you alive, in the most agonizing, torturous pain imaginable weather that’s emotionally, physically, spiritually, mentally, etc. If you die, then that’s a bonus to him, but now he has to go find a new toy to play with.

  • Aboriginals used to burn eucalyptus leaves to get rid of bad spirits. I think the smoke is supposed to drive them away.

    In A lot of countries they burn frankincense or adjwain seeds (it’s a spice) – not really burn it but put it on hot coals so loads of smoke is produced. The american indians used sage.

    Maybe you can try one of those things- you just heat up a few barbeque heat beads until they’re glowing on your stove and then put them in a tin tray and put the leaves/frankincense whatever your using and carry it around your house to smoke it out. I think you have to do it a few times for it to work.

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